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Goodbye. by shattered-past, literature

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Goodbye.

Yeah, well I am not going to post on here anymore or leave any of my poetry anywhere or my stories and such. My parents have found and invaded what I wanted to keep on here. So I decided to keep everything in and never write anything on here, I am just going to keep it all to myself in a notebook of my choice. *sighs* the only time I felt I could just.. let alot of things out was on my journal and on here, but my parents found them so I get to keep it all in. Shove it all back down inside. Heh.. that's from a song I think... Meh.. oh well. goodbye to anyone who wanted to read or see my stuff.

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Autumn Wind by shattered-past, literature

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Autumn Wind

The autumn air, With its chilling breeze, Blows away, The crimson leaves, The twist and spin, Through the air, They fly away, Without a care, The leaves that lay, Upon the ground, Glide away, Without a sound, But the wind blowing, In the sapphire sky, Echoes in my ears, Like a powerful cry, Leaves pour to the ground, Like drops of rain, Being washed away from, The tree's bronzed veins, The wind's fingers Flow around me, And in this gust, My soul is set free.

Distant Memory by shattered-past, literature

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Distant Memory

I slowly fade into this pain, As I wait for you in vain, The distance between us consumes me, An unbearable feeling that won't let me be, I live my life day to day, Wondering if this is my fate, I wait and silently pray, That you know it isn't too late, The happiness of a life we planned, But this reality I can't understand, You promised you wouldn't leave me for long, I suppose the happiness I had was wrong, My dreams become fantasy, Pulled away on a crimson tide, My death is my destiny, That is always to be denied, You are ripped away from me, Tell me is this to be my destiny, I plead for your loving embrace, Because thi

Poetic Nightmare by shattered-past, literature

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Poetic Nightmare

Poetic Nightmare Everything was black as I stared into the deep void that surrounded me. A door and its handle slowly came into focus. I reached for it, wrapping my hand around the cold, metallic doorknob. I unhurriedly took a deep breath and swallowed my saliva as well as my fear and slowly began to turn the lever down. The door swung open and its hinges screeched in abused protest. I breathe deeply and rapidly as my eyes go wide with fear. I take in my surroundings and quell my terror stimulated by the morbid scene that lay in front of me. While looking around I could not understand how reality could have ever taken a twist to this sick,

Release by shattered-past, literature

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Release

I stare at my wrists, with my blade in hand, I start to slice grotesque slits, I feel like I am going mad, I run the blade up and down, wheeping at my own sorrowful could, Descenging upon my shattered mind, All the answers I still cannot find, I try to see into my soul, Try to find what makes me whole, I want to find my sweet release, I want to escape my dreaded disease, I glare at my crimson colored wrist, And my focus faded in little bits, I shut my eyes to leave this life, And the last I hear is the fall of my knife.

Shattered Soul by shattered-past, literature

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Shattered Soul

She shuts her eyes and starts to cry, Wishing for nothing except to finally die, Everyday the pain increases, She cuts herself and shatters to pieces, Her tears of blood roll down her wrist, All pours out in a deadly mist, She has no life left, And won't find out what it all meant, She smiles as she cuts further, Embracing something she will not regret, Dakness consumes her, Swallows her whole, Taking with it, Her eternal soul.

Slipped Away by shattered-past, literature

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Slipped Away

I am forgotten and alone, I am bloody to the bone, I am deprived of my life, Knowing nothing but this strife, I force myself to go on, Realizing I am not that strong, Without my love I want to die, The only thing I do is cry, I can't escape this pain, Slowly going completely insane, Shattered light that quickly fades, Darkness consumes in many shades, I suffocate on my lost hope, Getting to the end of my rope, I don't know how long I can last, Trying to remember all that has past, What did I do that was so wrong, To make you leave me for this long, Without you my heart is dead, I hide my tears that I have shed, Everyday gr

Blown Out Flame by shattered-past, literature

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Blown Out Flame

I am a broken mirror, cracked and shattered, I am a tortured soul, alone and battered, You are my god in which I worship and praise, You are the one who left me to bleed these days, I am filthy addict, needing you more and more, I am a swollen slave, sore and your eternal whore, You are my savior, but my tormentor aswell, You are the one who sent me into this hell, I am a forgotten rose, trampled upon by all, I am a demonic angel, screaming as I fall, You are my knife, slashing and digging in, You are my butcher, robbing me of my skin, I am a silanced dreamer, keeping all inside, I am a withered lover, with nowhere to confide,

Distant Dream by shattered-past, literature

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Distant Dream

In my bed I lay in wait, Waiting for my final fate, I go to sleep and dream of you, But those dreams will never be true, They just remind me, Of the things I used to be, How I was happy long ago, And your embrace I used to know, Once upon my memory, You gazed at me intensely, I shut my eyes as you held me tight, But not again, not this night, They are just distant dreams, My soul, my heart screams, Screams so loudly for the past, But I knew it would never last…

Friendly hatred by shattered-past, literature

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Friendly hatred

Why do people hate me so, I wish they would let me know, I try to stay friends with you, I care but you ignore the truth, You are a friend I thought, But I guess all the lies I bought, I believed I had a friend, But you weren't in the end, I see my world go a darker black, I try to see why you turned your back, What did I do to make you hate me, Why is it that alone I am to be, I care for you, and miss you a lot, But I guess my friendship you forgot, And now is the time to for us to part, But you will still be in my heart, My world slowly fades away, With the last goodbye I say…

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Once upon a time.... by shattered-past, literature

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Once upon a time....

Once upon my nightmares, Or was it just a dream, I had a love that's gone, Forever now it seems, But once upon my fairytale, I had a warm embrace, Now I am alone again, And this darkness I must face, But once upon my past, And once upon my life, I had love that helped me, Ignore the gleaming knife, But as the days grow bleaker, And the past just slips away, I have nothing left to hold on to, And there's nothing left to say, I remembered when I smiled, And what I used to know, But as it fades away, I have no where left to go, The safest place I've been, Was nestled next to you, But as that happiness shattered, I don't kn

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
www.geocities.com/shadow_huntress89/shadows.html
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Current Residence: My own personal hell....
Favourite genre of music: Eh.. rock?
Favourite photographer: Um... I dunno...
Favourite style of art: Eh... photoshop? I have it just don't know how to use it...
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Mine? tis really small....
Shell of choice: eh..?
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever odd thing I want at the time.. I have a wolf on it now. I had a collide picture previously.
Skin of choice: Mine? with Safety pins jabbed in it!
Favourite cartoon character: um.. Lain from "Serial experiment: Lain" or Ryoko from "Tenchi Muyo"
Personal Quote: The shadows that never let me be, slowly rip away my sanity.

Favourite Visual Artist

um... hmm... JOSIE! CLAUDIA! LAURIE! yes...

Favourite Movies

Um... "Thirteen Ghosts" "The Nightmare Before Christmas" & some others

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

OTEP, Kidneythieves, Stabbing Westward, Collide, Evanescence & The Birthday Massacre

Favourite Writers

Hmm.. Edgar Allan Poe...

Favourite Games

Hmmm... Tomb raider: angel of darkness... or.. frequency.. or.. spyro. ^.^' I love that dragon...

Favourite Gaming Platform

Um... I only got playsation and a computer.. Yes.. I am old school like that.. only PS1...

Tools of the Trade

Um... A knife?

Other Interests

Writting, reading, music.. that's about it....

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shattered-past

Mar 9, 2005

My Real Journal...

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I won't ever use this as a journal, but if you want to read mine you can read my DeadJournal.  Click the link to see it. My DeadJournal

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thejispt123

Jul 31, 2011

There are 20 angels in this world
10 are sleeping
9 are playing
1 is reading this

put this on 4 video comments within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love.!!

thejispt123

Jul 22, 2011

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TO 40 PEOPLE: HE WON’T EVER WANT TO STOP ( NOW WE R TALKING)!!!!!!! AND HE WILL SAY I LOVE U AND MEAN IT!!!! THE PERSON U R GOING OUT WITH WILL ASK U TO GO STEADY AND WILL GIVE HIS NECKLACE TO WEAR SO THAT u KNOW HE WILL ALWAYS LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT!!!! THE PEOPLE WHO WERE SICK IN YOUR FAMILY WILL SOME HOW BE CURED AND WILL BE MIRACULOUSLY BETTER.
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Just scroll down to the end, but while you do, think of a wish. Make your wish when you have completed scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the number of minutes it will take for your wish to come true. ex. you are 25 years old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish to come true). However, if you don't send this to people in 5 minutes, you will have bad luck for years!!

Go for it!!!

SCROLL DOWN!

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STOP!!!

Congratulations!!! Your wish will now come true in your age minutes.
Now follow this carefully....it can be very rewarding!!!!
If you send this to 10 more people, other than the 5 that you already have to send to, something major that you've been wanting will happen.

ielopo

Oct 31, 2010

Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who deserve a hug. I want one back! see how many you get back.If you get 1-3 you're cute, 4-6 you're loved, 7-9 you're amazing!

Now let the hugging begin

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Oct 23, 2010

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spambot1234

Oct 23, 2010

1.take ur middle finger and put on ur nose.
2.say a name of someone u like.
3.that person will ask u out or say they love u tomarrow.
4. heres the thing copy and paste to 2 other deviants